What do I say as my heart beats bleeding,
As the same blood flows from kin
The waterfall of pain ripped open by sleeping?
How many roses do I buy to get in the door,
Extend arms out not simply to comfort
Show I care, show I am there?
How many times do I knock on the door
Pleading to come in
Feeling only silence? Avoiding the din?
My heart beats bleeding
My desire to teach
How I crawled on this journey
The dust the dirt
abrasions on my tummy
I might have saved you,
Would rescue you still.
Could only it matter
My attempt to reach?
You leave us shattered
The moment is here
No reasons for speech.